Journal Entry - Thursday, May 29, 2025



The DOJ


Thomas Paine once said America is different from England because “in America, the law is the king.”

If you consider the long history of legal actions since our founding and

asked, what made America different from England, that statment has always carried a ring of truth. America has not always upheld that ideal, but, taking the long view, it has made great progress toward that principle. In recent decades, the Department of Justice has become the institutional embodiment of this aspiration. We see today that institution being subverted for political convenience. The Supreme Court has laid the groundwork for an Authoritarian form of government in the United States. The Conservative Justices, John Roberts in particular because of his pivotal role, will go down in history as the architects of the decline of the rule of law in America. I hope to live long enough to see myself proven wrong.



Stoic Thought of the Day

Do not leave your potential unfulfilled. The answer is work. Choose a form of work and go do it.

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Journal Entry - Wednesday, May 28, 2025



Wake Up America


Wake up America, Donald Trump is trolling You. What he says he is doing for you is completely different than what he is doing for himself. He wants power and money and his desire to make America great again ends there.

Shakespeare and Eliot Cohen say it much better than I can:

“The underlying motives of Kings (and Presidents) are selfish and crass, the populous are routinely used in service of their leaders’ ambition and errors.”



Stoic Thought of the Day

There two things you should aways do before acting. 1) Don’t get upset, stay calm. 2) Recall what you value most, make sure the action you are about to take does not run counter to those values.

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Journal Entry - Tuesday, May 27, 2025



Area 51


This from Wikipedia:

Area 51 is the common name of a highly classified United States Air Force facility within the Nevada Test and Training Range. A remote detachment administered by Edwards Air Force Base, the facility is officially called Homey Airport or Groom Lake. Details of its operations are not made public, but the USAF says that it is an open training range, and it is commonly thought to support the development and testing of experimental aircraft and weapons systems. The USAF and CIA acquired the site in 1955, primarily for flight testing the Lockheed U-2 aircraft. The intense secrecy surrounding the base has made it the frequent subject of conspiracy theories and a central component of unidentified flying object folklore. It has never been declared a secret base, but all research and occurrences in Area 51 are Top Secret/Sensitive Compartmented Information.

Of course, boomers like me believe it’s where the U.S. stores and studies the ETs captured or crashed on earth…

I remember when I took my dad to Area 51. It was a father son bonding experience. We hiked about a mile to reach the perimeter fence. I remember how freaked out he was when I went up to the guard house and knocked on the window. The windows were one-way glass. Pretty sure no one was there but who really knows? The best part was the look on my dad’s face. My personal opinion is that surviving ET’s have been pressed into service as guards… since you can’t see inside the guard houses.



Stoic Thought of the Day

Little things add up. Your life is the summation of your individual choices and how you learn from them.

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Journal Entry - Monday, May 26, 2025



Alive


It’s a beautiful 70 degrees at 7pm here in Central Oregon. I took the RE out and I’m cruising. The city is alive tonight. I’m at WRB watching the Mariners and the Astros. The Mariners are playing well…

I miss you Baby. Don’t hold it against me… I can’t wait for you to get back here so I can hold you in my arms and tell you how much I love you.

The nice thing about having a website that no one reads is that you can say nice things and no one is the wiser.


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Stoic Thought of the Day

Stop caring what other people think. Don’t let caring what other people think force you to adopt their views.

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Journal Entry - Sunday, May 25, 2025



Cat in the Wild


I was recently boon-docking 12 miles south of Fredonia. The cat was off-leash and doing fine. He was exploring his surroundings. He’s a good boy, he comes when I call him. (That’s good for a cat, but, I’m pretty sure he knows who feeds him.) I have to admit, sleeping with him in my OffGrid is about as good as it gets, unless my other best friend were here with us… Don’t worry baby, the cat can’t replace you…



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Journal Entry - Saturday, May 24, 2025



Overlanding


People stop me in parking lots and complement me on my overland build. It feels good. I haven’t gotten a lot of recognition in my life. That’s okay. These encounters make it alright and worth every penny!

I’ve got everything I need to stay out indefinitely if I want to, there’s only one problem, I forgot the whiskey glasses. That means I’m forced to sip High West Double Rye from a measuring cup. I’ll never make that mistake again.



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Journal Entry - Friday, May 23, 2025



True Confession


“It might sound funny but it ain’t no joke, it takes a whole lot a money for me to stay broke.” Not my words, but no truer words spoken.

I’m a slave to my passions. Take my advice, the trick in life is to find a passion that doesn’t cost a lot of money.



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Journal Entry - Thursday, May 22, 2025



Carts and Kickstands


If you shouldn’t put the cart before the horse, then you should put the kickstand up before putting the motorcycle into gear. Experience is a wonderful tutor.



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Journal Entry - Wednesday, May 21, 2025



What is a Fool?


“The fool doth think he is wise, but the wise man knows himself to be a fool.”
—Shakespeare

Shakespeare actually stole that from Seneca. Seneca said: “I know I’m a fool. Show me a group of people that all think themselves wise and I’ll give you a group of fools.”

The real truth is Shakespeare said both. We don’t have a written record of Seneca having said that, but Shakespeare is sure he did.



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Journal Entry - Tuesday, May 20, 2025



Save Your Country


“When you trust your television, what you get is what you got. When they own the Information they can bend it all they want.”
—Taj Mahal

Save your country. Quit watching FOX News.



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Journal Entry - Monday, May 19, 2025



Invest Baby!


In these troubled economic times, thanks to an administration that doesn’t really understand what it’s doing, it turns out the best investment is buying a bottle of bourbon. Buy one, put it on a shelf, and keep it for 20 years. Better yet, leave as part of your estate. (It would be better than leaving my bicycles.) The value of a typical bottle of bourbon is appreciating at a rate of 8% annually. That means a $40 bottle of bourbon today, should net your beneficiaries about $186.46. Can you ask for a better investment than that?



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Journal Entry - Sunday, May 18, 2025



AI Telemarketing


Thank goodness AI Telemarketing software can’t tell when I’m lying. I got a call today from an AI telemarketing device. I think I’ll refer to such calls as coming from an “AITD,” just for fun. (I always wanted to be an acronym developer.) The software wanted to sell me a Medicare health plan (probably an Advantage plan since those are struggling right now). The first question the software asked me was, “do you have Medicare Part A and B coverage,” to which I replied, “I don’t know.” The AITD then asked me if I could give my age, to which I said, “105.” It very politely then said I don’t think it could help me, and it hung up. (The statement was polite enough, the hang-up not so much.)

It’s clear that AI hasn’t reached the point yet where it can tell if I’m lying or not. I expect voice inflection, maybe even embedded neuro sensors, will probably be used very soon to tell if a person is lying. When that day comes, it won’t be fun to answer the phone anymore.



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Journal Entry - Saturday, May 17, 2025



How to Have a Phone Conversation


The first thing to mention is, when someone calls you, you have an obligation to pick up the phone. I start with this rule since I have a habit of not always following my own advice. The corollary to this rule is when someone asks you to call them, it’s bad form to wait two or three days before you get back to them. If they call you before you have gotten back to them, you know they are a better friend to you than you are to them. Now that we have these ground rules out of the way, we can get down to some finer points.

The next first thing you should always do is say “Hello.” That part most of us can manage (yours truly included). After that, the outcome of the conversation, good or bad, is up to whomever dialed the numbers on the phone.

If there is no particular reason for your call other than to say hi and chit-chat for a bit, have at it. The chance of running afoul of your listener in that case is slim. If there is a specific reason for your call beware of two things:

  1. Does your listener want to talk to you about your subject? It can be hard to know the answer to that in advance, yet, if you stop and think about whom you are talking to before you place the call, the answer to that might be clearer than you would guess.
  2. Open the call by not going directly to your purpose, instead try and relax your listener and place them in a frame of mind that makes it easy for them to engage with you before you get around to your subject. Bonus: you may get a “volunteer” answer to your question without having to initiate the dialogue yourself.

If you have made it through the first two steps and your subject still has not come up, then it is probably time to launch into the reason for your call. This is where things can go sideways. You always have to make sure your subject is one your listener is willing to engage in. That requires listening and interpreting the verbal signals you are receiving. If you detect any hesitancy at all, it’s probably best to simply bail-out of the conversation by steering it back to chit-chat mode and leaving the matter you wanted to discuss to a future opportunity.

I am writing this piece of instruction for myself.

I often fail to be a good listener. I often hurry to get my two cents in and I don’t pay enough attention to the other person. You’re never too old to change, but it does require a bit of reflection and work. I shouldn’t just pick up the phone and dial, I should be thinking about my listener and putting myself in their shoes before I take the plunge.



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Journal Entry - Friday, May 16, 2025



DESI


The Dark Energy Spectrographic Instrument consortium, contrary to what “Dark Energy” might lead you to suspect, is not a consortium studying Donald Trump’s corruption and public utterances, they are a group of researchers studying Dark Energy (hence the name). Don’t be confused, Dark Energy and Dark Matter are very different things. (I’m not here to explain Dark Matter, that is up to the reader.) Dark Energy is suspected of being the driving force behind the expansion of the universe. There’s just one problem, the DESI consortium is postulating that the amount of Dark Energy driving the expansion of the universe is degrading. This will eventually lead to the contraction (i.e. degradation) of the universe.

There is an amazing correlation here between astrophysics and politics. Donald Trump’s “Dark Energy” will eventually lead to the degradation of America. It may take some time, but the smart money is on the contraction of America occurring before the contraction of the universe.

On a slightly different chord.

The ancient Athenian democracy is considered to have lasted just over 180 years. We have them beat, but that really doesn’t mean a lot. Clearly democracies are not a given. Preserving a democracy is a difficult task. The two most important factors for preservation of a democracy are a strong middle class and strong support for the rule of law. The Republican Party is destroying the former. Donald Trump has been destroying the latter since Jan 6, 2021.

It’s time to get our shit together.



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Journal Entry - Thursday, May 15, 2025



Progressivism And Religion


When it comes to religions in America, I am probably an anomaly. I left the Methodist Church, the Mormon Church, and the Catholic Church because they were not progressive enough.

When it comes to who will inherit the Kingdom of Heaven, given that inheritance is real and that inheritance is open to everyone, it will certainly not be one and only one particular faith, and it will likely not be the uncaring rich and those who espouse a nationalist philosophy to the exclusion of people that don’t look like they do; it will be the poor, the sick, the oppressed, the exploited, the displaced and the rejected.

It is a puzzle to me why it is so hard to remember those ideas.



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Journal Entry - Wednesday, May 14, 2025



Writing


I was sitting at the bar in my favorite tap room, writing in my journal. (I recently learned on Instagram that men do write in journals. I learned this from an ad selling question-and-answer journals for men.) The bartender looked at me and asked if I was a writer, obviously he hasn’t seen the same ad on Instagram that I’ve seen.

Let me clarify. My journal is comprised of blank pages, that’s why my writing wanders a lot, and doesn’t answer any questions, but the bartender’s question did make me ask myself, am I a writer?

Honestly, no. That said, I spend a lot of time in the pursuit of writing. Not just in the aforementioned journal, but also here. I have asked myself many times, would I like to be a writer (i.e., author). The answer is always yes. I want to play the guitar too but have had even less success at that. To be an author, I think you have to feel a book inside of you and be able to reach in and pull it out. I don’t seem to have that, no book, so no reaching-in and pulling-out. All of this is by way of confession I suppose, but there is one thing I can say for sure. I enjoy this, the task of writing and trying to communicate something of myself that others (lucky or unlucky) can get a glimpse of. Will all of this someday lead to something not resembling a 300 word monologue? I don’t know. If that day ever comes, you will see it here. Please don’t hold your breath.



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Journal Entry - Tuesday, May 13, 2025



Freedom Hourglass


Our freedoms are being systematically taken away from us. When I say “freedom,” I don’t mean the freedom to persecute people that don’t look like you (white, male, moneyed) or the freedom to do whatever you want regardless of the law. I’m talking about the freedom to enjoy due process under the law, the freedom to disagree with your elected officials should you choose to do that, the freedom to choose your elected officials without hindrance and to have your ballot counted at election time.

It appears that the freedom of due process and the right to free and fair elections are being undermined. I fear for what that holds in store for us as a nation.

The Freedom Hourglass



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Journal Entry - Monday, May 12, 2025



Cry, Why?


I cry because I love you.



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Journal Entry - Sunday, May 11, 2025



Cry, Please.


I asked my doctor, “why do I find myself crying sometimes when I hear a beautiful song or see a beautiful landscape?” She told me, “it’s because you’re alive.” If she’s right then I’m more alive than I was a year ago…

I suppose that’s a good thing, but it does leave me wondering, why the change? I haven’t come up with an answer for that yet. Aging? Hormones? I suppose that’s the simple answer. Perhaps as we look out from where we are and see fewer days ahead of us than we see behind us, we get emotional. Maybe. I’m not buying that completely. I think something fundamental is occurring. That’s what I like to think. A new awareness. The realization of how lucky I am. A realization that every minute is precious.

Whatever the reason. I believe I am better for this. My eyes have been “opened.” This could be a calling, a nudge, that I need to get going. I need to start looking at the world differently, with more appreciation and more caring.



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Journal Entry - Saturday, May 10, 2025



Anger And Meanness


I wanted to start this entry with the title “Anger And Hate,” but I thought that language might be a bit too strong to use when treating the following. The more I think about it, the more I think it probably applies, at least in the minds of many antagonists (not myself).

I never in my lifetime thought I would see so much anger, so much meanness shown by so many people on a daily basis in our society.

Please take a moment to stop and think about that.

Now that you have pondered that conjecture, think about this, all of this is the result of one man, and some angry sycophants.

None of this is what the universe, “god”, our evolutionary birthright, wants for us. Quite the opposite. We are our best selves as individuals and as a society when we show each other respect in both our words and our actions. What is happening in America saddens me. It wouldn’t be en exaggeration to say that sometimes I even get angry — although I am fighting that. I’m feeling this way largely because I don’t know what I can do personally to end this madness. I am resolved to at least not fall into the trap that is being set for us… The trap of taking sides.



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Journal Entry - Friday, May 9, 2025



Central Oregon


I’ve never really felt at home anywhere, until I arrived in Central Oregon. The high plains are amazing, and the people make me feel welcome. I’m happy here.



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Journal Entry - Thursday, May 8, 2025



Greatness


Trump is taking the world’s perception of us as trustworthy and dependable and lighting it on fire… and he calls that greatness.



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Journal Entry - Wednesday, May 7, 2025



How Emotionally Mature Am I?


I just finished reading the book by the same title. I’m pleased to report, although not perfect, it turns out I am more-or-less emotionally mature.

The book presents 42 questions designed to measure your level of emotional maturity. Each question has two possible answers. You receive five points for a “correct” answer (the answer that reflects maturity) and one point for an “incorrect” answer. I found myself sometimes answering wrong, but leaning toward the correct answer, in that case I gave myself 2-1/2 points. If I answered correctly but judged myself to be not quite in that ballpark, again I scored that as 2-1/2 as opposed to a 5. Out of the 42 questions, I only scored myself in the middle on 8 questions.

A score of 161 to 210: suggests emotional maturity.
A score of 82 to 160: suggests partial emotional maturity.
A score of 0 to 81: your gonna need work.

Note: There is no relationship between an I.Q. of 81 and an E.M. score of 81, but research is ongoing.

My Score: 174

Do I take all of this with a grain of salt? Absolutely. To truly judge if this is a solid predictor or not, you have to look at the questions you answered incorrectly and ask, “does that somehow apply to me?” The answer I gave in several cases was “yes.” So where does that leave me? Nowhere really, but I’m going to accept my score, if for no other reason than bragging rights.



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Journal Entry - Tuesday, May 6, 2025



Proper Passenger Psychology


I am finding it increasingly hard to relax in a car when I am not driving. I admit, that’s a psychological problem I need to resolve, but I can’t work on that if I don’t arrive in one piece…



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Journal Entry - Monday, May 5, 2025



May 5th


Happy Sink-Hole de My-Ohhh!

You may be wondering what that means. I did too when it came to me. After a bit of absent minded reflection, I came up with the following.

When you’re out wondering around in your truck, or possibly hiking or mountain biking, and you hit a sink-hole, also known as a pot hole, the best you can do is shrug it off. Perhaps, if you need to exclaim something out loud in frustration, it’s probably best to simply let out a loud “My-Ohhh” and keep going.



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